| K, experiancing life-altering changes right now, so while i still have most of my wits about me, i'm gunna say some things i've needed to say for awhile but for whatever reason havn't had the chance or the courage, or whatever. here goes.
Amanda- where the fuck are you? lol anyway, I love you so much. You've always been wonderful to me, and i thank god every night i have you as a best friend, because i honestly couldn't ask for better.
Lindsay- I love you like you will never get. Riley is fucked in the head, try to say screw him, and move on. You need to, for yourself. You have to grow lindsay. I love you, and im worried about you, because your waiting for someone who isn't worht you. then again, i havn't met any guys yet that are worthy of you, but we wont go into that. please see where im coming from, and try to at least understand.
melanie- i love you, believ me or don't, i do and i always will.
Deb- i love you. the end.
Trevor, hey. we havn't been "close" very long, but you've been such a great friend to me, especially this year... thanx for always being there, you rock.
James, read your site. i said it all there.
Jarred-or Jared- or Jerrid- or Jerid- or jerad, or jerrad- or what the fuck ever, i don't know how to spell your name, sue me. lol- You rock massively, and even tho i can't stand to hug you cuz you smell like axe which makes me puke, your hugs always manage to make me better.
alex- bacon....
stephanie- i will always love you. i can't help it, i always will. i have no clue whats going on in your life right now, and i'm not gunna find out for awhile, but i love you, and i think about you everyday.
dani- don't know you that well, but i really want to get to know you. you seem like a really cool person, and id be proud to be able to call you a friend.
nicole wags- you kick complete ass, big sis. best of luck on the play 2marow
barbie- you are too cool, and disgustingly pretty, lol, *jealousy* and if theres anyway i can help you with this..um....situation, lemme know.
platt- i love you, you kick too much ass, and i hope we stay close 4ever. thanx for always bein there.
rosas- you rock, stay cool.
noel- thanx for bein there, hope you like art better now, lol. much love, chin up.
frances- ok. your the one i have the most to say to, i think, so here goes. firstly, i love you. always have, always will. deal with it. secondly, i'm sorry. I'm starting to really understand how much i hurt you, how much i threw away. I never wanted to hurt you, and it'll be a longg while b4 i lern to 4give myself. if it makes you feel any beter, it looks like imma have to break up with dustin, tho i'd rather he didn't know that just yet, but im sure some jackass will read this and tell him, so whatever. also, i understand you not wanting to be friends with me. i was bitch, why would anyone want to be friends with someone who hurt them like that. Thanx anyway for trying. Thirdly, I'll admit theres alot about this whole thing I'm pissed about. But listing that, especially here, will prove nothin, only make more drama, and i'm so sick of drama i could scream. fourthly, thankyou. for always being there for me when i needed you, always being good to me, always beleiving in me, always giving me hope. i loved you for that, and i will never forget what you did for me. So goodbye, i love you, have a wonderful life. you deserve it.
K well, imma go, since im not sposed to be here anywayz... but to everyone, im sorry. for ever being bitchy, or needy, or snoopy, or stuck up, or condescending, or threatning, or deceitful, or outright mean. im sorry. I love you all, and i'll cya someday.
-Kayleigh, Kaylz, KK, Koala K, Peaches, Banana, Wifey, Bitch, Dyke, Whore, Slut, Daughter, Sister, Black Katherine, Hannah, Kiddo, Hey You, or whatever you choose to call me.- |
it was bound to happen i guess....
Grrr, i hate snow days.
